I have been gone a while….
Am back now and am wondering,
why did I start?
Truth is I started this blog, as a means of dealing
with my insecurities, my emotional problems.
I never really spoke to anyone;
about what I was going through.
I thought I was alone,
when actually I was shutting people out;
I was pushing people away.
I have realised that the key, is to surround
yourself with the right people.
I felt like I couldn’t show compassion
or love to any individual because I
thought,”this is what makes me weak”.
This wasn’t the case,
I was consistently placing my
trust in the wrong people.
Constantly being disappointed,
to the point where I thought being bitter
and hateful was the answer.
Rather than choosing to change my
environment, I let my environment change me.
Am not trying to fool anyone,
am still facing these challenges.
Change is a process,
it’s a process defined by your actions.
The outcome of your actions,
are determined by the environment,
you choose to constantly place yourself in.
“Anyhow I went slightly off topic,
I am refocusing the purpose of my blog.
I will be discussing current problems
in the world, the bible (as I want to understand it more),
poetry, challenges I have faced and hopefully just learning
more about myself as well as the beautiful people
that exist in the world”.
So please give me a follow,
I follow back. I am always
eager to learn new things and
hearing about life from different perspectives.
A S Mumba Zulu